I can definitely tell that I'm carb free. I have no desire to burn calories at the gym...and no energy to do so. Working out feels so much better when you have energy to burn! It's also much more enjoyable when you don't feel obligated. I have also been struggling big time to overcome my weight plateau. I competed a few weeks ago at 118- and I really need to hit 114 or less for Nationals. I have never been more strict, or worked harder than I have this past month...and the scale WILL.NOT.MOVE. It's extremely frustrating. I'm sure many of you can relate. I have 'up-ed' my cardio to 1 hour a day, and never drink less than 1 gallon of water per day. This may be TMI, but I am wondering if I'll skip my period in November. It's always the very beginning of the month...and my last competition season I skipped it for 2 months (because I got so lean). I know it seems crazy... but if I get it in the next few days, it means I'm not lean enough. I have a feeling I won't get it- but I did have it in October. Maybe I'm hormonal and that's the reason for all my emotional wacky-ness and intense cravings this past week. Whatever it is....I hope this funk is coming to an end so I can finish these last 10 days STRONG. I have worked too hard and want to win so bad! (or place well).
Both Erin and I have no idea what to expect. We could both do well, one of us do well, or neither of us do well. I think the only expectation we should have is to have fun and rock the stage! My friend gave me a good pep-talkin yesterday and reminded me that I have only been at this for 8 months. I have made huge changes and am really just beginning. It may be a little aggressive of a goal to expect to win a pro card this fast. But hey- shoot for the moon...and if you don't quite make it, atleast you'll be amongst the stars...
Whatever happens.... we are already winners and neither one of us are going to let anything get in the way of our positive momentum. So- that's the update. I'm about to hit the gym for cardio (at 9 pm). No excuses.
LOVING my new kicks!
Happy Halloween! One up-side to being really fit is that all Halloween outfits look good on:) But then you go to the parties and can't eat any of the food or drink any of the drinks....
Doing ANYTHING I possibly can to break the monotony of my diet.
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